Dear diary…I wanted to send thisletter to that certain someone… But I decided to hold it back..

It hurts me more than you know on how you treating me….I will remove myself from the situation that it could ended in the argument with you. I will follow the decree to the line by line. Minh Thai’s school is something that we both agreed on,and clearly he learned a lot more, and enjoyed school a lot more. If that’s too inconvenient for you, he will move with me where ever I move….I am willing to sacrifice for my family and my love ones, whatever it’s best for them, i will do whatever it take…Obviously, we are not the same one that level. So, just let MT finish this year, and you can tell me what you want to do next year.

I am tired, very tired on hanging on the little feeling that we still have….so rather allow you to hurt me again, I will eliminate my contact with you as the least at possible. I am looking for more in the relationship than just xxx …

So mistake when I took MT to trick-or-treats in our old neighborhood. At the end, he asked if I could take care MT next weekend so he could play game. It’s so unfair. I have a very soft spot when come to these thing. I couldn’t believe after everything that he put me through, I still consider agree to his request. Why do I always get jerked around???

Has been rough for me in the past 3 years, I have learned so much, as well as cried so much. I don’t know when things are getting better. I want a break. I want to have someone to lean on, or just to wake up with a family big breakfast that we used to have. I don’t even have a dinning room anymore. And for those who knew me, family dinner is the huge deal for me. I wish I will get back there one day…

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I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve been feeling pretty down for the past couple of days..Maybe I’m just being stupid and emotional. I’m not quite sure what it is. Nothing is terribly wrong at the moment It’s just I guess since I’ve been having a lot of free time lately and it got me to…

No one is worth your tears baby!!! People come and go in your life. Be strong and be happy. I know how easy people can crush your heart, but let get busy and move on :))

Sometime I don’t understand why people have to make things more complicated than it should have been. I work hard, take care my family and do everything I can to make people around me happy. All I want is a simple family dinner with just the people I am closest to, yet, it is not an easy thing to do. Why?